Failures

Yesterday was so typical. And I failed to write yesterday which is something I didn't want to do. I was able to bring in a lot of money yesterday, which is the point. I got a new title request from someone who has sent me a ton in the past, but little that actually closed. I don't know what to think about that. Andrea, the mortgage broker, gave me the good news that the Bennett closing is going to happen soon, on Wednesday. And then I got an email from the Chancellor with the University of Georgia, that they want to interview me.

On the other hand, the problem with the title I did last Spring is getting worse. I don't think that anyone involved in the process thought it was going to be as bad as it has become. The worse thing about it is the perception of the bankers. I appreciate the attitude of the lawyers. They are all thinking, "There but for the grace of God go I." But that doesn't help ultimately.

I have confidence in my abilities to negotiate. I think I could work something out. But sometimes you run into someone who is unwilling to work with you. That is when it becomes stressful. Like I said, I have never been unable to work these things out. That may be my talent. But I am suffering from a lack of confidence right now. That is a bad thing.

And then to realize that I forgot to do my blog yesterday. That really irritates me. I had wanted to be disciplined about this. I had hoped it would get better as it went. I am not sure that it has. I want this to become less a diary, and more of a depiction of the things I see around me.

And yes, Miami Vice is pretty hokey. Even at 6:00 o'clock in the morning I can see it. I guess my taste has changed over the years.

Well, this has been somewhat cathartic, I guess. Entertaining? Probably not. Revealing? Maybe. Significant? No. In some ways, just the same old crap.